As days pass by from when you departed our lives, but stayed within our hearts. I continue to hold my breath and look down the sights, squeezing the trigger slowly. Looking for the bulls eye that reminds me of you, that reminds me of the days when we sat upon this range. Looking down our sights and aiming for the bulls eye, growing up with my hero always beside my side. I shall stand tall and continue holding my breath and aiming for the bulls eye in memory of you!

People are imperfect and just a bit crazy, they lie, steal, are not loyal and only think of what makes them happy. I never realized it but I should know these things are true. Because I was one to do so, I lied to those I care for and stole emotions from those I never wanted to hurt. I wasn’t loyal to that which I love and enjoyed, and found those feelings which i didn’t have else where. And last I barely thought about which made another happy and only looked for what made me. Doing all these actions upon which never made another happy, I became someone I was not. I lost myself with-in a false world upon which i became a dick, a lier, and losing which was important.

One day a friend asked me, what would I do if my girlfriend and I broke up. I responded I would go back and date my ex. He asked why? I said because I love her and if we break up she is my ex, and I’d still love her and go back to her.

Tonight lays the night of which is special, to the one who is special too me. I look upon her face and see nothing more beautiful then what I see now.

Days, months and years these are just a figure of time. They are nothing more then just numbers, because when I stand beside you and hold you in my arms, time seems endless. For you glow brighter then the brightest sunny days, you glimmer with more beauty then the clearest of summer night sky. There are no roses that even begin to be more special then you are too me. For I have done you wrong in my past, but now I stand here strong, with my head held high. Telling on this special day, that I love and always shall. For you make my heart skip beats, just by one gazes ninto your beautiful eyes. For you still make my stomach flutter with butterflies, from a single hug. For you bring more joy to my life, then any amount of snowboarding ever could. For one day you deserve to ware that diamond upon your finger, that shines with beauty that reflects from you. For I know I done you wrong in my past, but now I stand here strong upon this special day that I love you and will and wants to always stand by your side. Happy birthday coley
Love Jesse

People who strut high and sign loud, standing proud in the casual suits. Line up in rows to enlighten the holy grail of douches. Their pride must not show and their watches hidden for the world to survive. Those who stand upon these lines are hiding behind a shield of a suit and tie, for under this lies a man full or self petty and worry. For they know, they are no different then anyone else. But more of a flu that infects the pride of our capital and our pride. 

Love is more then a feeling, for nothing compares and nothing is stronger then love. For with love all obstacles that lie with in the path shall be over come. All bumps can be flattened and all curves straightened. For the love I has for this girl I hurt and lied too. It nothing like I’ll ever feel again. She is my soul mate and the only person I can ever seeing my self being happy with. For I messed up and wrecked her trust as now I lay next to her reflecting upon the childish acts I put upon her. For now I see and know, I don’t want life without her and I want to be able to kiss her at anytime I want too. I feel that with the love I have for her I’ll do anything to hold her again and call my self truly hers once again.  

Too feel the pain and sorrow of the one you love, as she disappears into the dark. The heart begins to stop and life becomes misty. For all that is true begins to vanish from my sights. She was all I loved and all I lived for, but now she is beginning to disappear and my heart begins to drop. 

I set my pace and lay my path, to join my brothers of which I lost, through the wars and famine, to all those who suffered. I lay my prayer to those who lost and those who fear that one day, they Will lose that which there will be no repair. Love is strong and nothings the same, for once you lose that which you love. Life will never seem to be the same, with out that which you love, there is no reason to live. My heart goes to those which lost those they love. 

Today I rise upon the night, wondering of a girl that just took flight. I ponder upon the thoughts of light, to raise her from the dark tonight. I wish to shed the light of life, on her world of darkness and fright. I shall pull her heart into a world of love and show her a life of elegant and delight. She lived a life of fear and fright and lost upon the ocean which has no light. Scared to dare and live her life, she slept alone throughout the night. Now alone with no light she sheds a tear, that is produced from fear. She feels she lost all grasp upon the world, left with a heart so lost in fear. She stands here alone, pondering upon her insanity. When she thinks all hope is lost, from the darkness a rouse a light. As the coldness of the darkness is smothered by the light, a man appears so elegantly. He reaches forward a hand of sensibility, to show her the way for her life should be. For no more shall she sit in fear, and feel the cold of a long lonely night. He will show her a way of life that will end so happily. Now he will stand up straight, and hold her through the fear and pain. She will never know the cold hand of hate or pain again, for the feeling of joy and happiness is going to fill her life and soul. For no more shall the darkness arise to purge the joy from upon her life, this man will protect her from the pain and the fear. As he will show her the way life should truly be.